Label Me….
Going through life changes, we have to sit back and evaluate our reality. I have been thinking a lot about titles vs position, labels vs status. We can have the name, but never be the wife. I made the decision a few months ago to contact a lawyer and consider another divorce. Being a Christian…
School of Crazy
Today, I want to take you guys on a journey with me; I was in Insane School for the Selfish. Surely at some point in your life you’ve thought that you were going crazy, literally. I’ve done that a lot, but rarely have I ever spoke out loud what was going on in my brain…
My S**t Show Marriage….
Love. Some think it’s a noun, a feeling; others think it’s a verb, what we do. Unfortunately society has taught us that love is about us. What it can do to make our own lives better and to throw it away when it doesn’t. I’ve been married four times. Yes, you read that correctly, I’m…
Poison Mixed Memories
The last few weeks, I’ve been flooded with memories and flashbacks from this year. Sad, hurtful ones, of course. I try to force them out of my mind. Reminding myself that I chose to forgive so I no longer hold emotions from the events. Much easier said than done though. Choosing to forgive someone who…
What would you do to save someone else?
Have you heard of some people choosing a word for their new year instead of a resolution? Last year at Thanksgiving my mother in love asked me what my word was. Hmmm. Never had I thought about doing this for myself until that moment. I prayed and asked God to tell me a word for…
Arrested and Ashamed
My plan when starting this blog was to write portions of my story mixed with some journal like pieces. Not long after my posts started, I was arrested. I’m sure some of you have seen the posts and that others will be taken back by what you just read. I was charged with two felonies:…
My Story: Part 2
I tried to leave you in suspense with the first part of my story, or maybe this next part is just really hard for me to write. It really is hard for me to tell the whole world my darkest days, the horrible and hurtful things I’ve done. You may see me differently, but my…
Driving Out Darkness
Do you ever feel like you need to make sure that someone who hurts you knows they hurt you? I’m assuming we all feel that way. I know I most definitely do. After all, God gave us a mouth for a reason right? Just last night, Steven lied to me. I know. I’m a woman,…
Sticks and Stones
Words. What’s the saying? “Sticks and stones may break my bones but words will never hurt me!” Oh what an incredible lie that is. Words hurt more than the sticks for sure; I’m pretty positive words hurt longer than the stones too. As the bruises fade, the sting of what was spoken doesn’t seem to…
My Story: Part 1
To try to understand me, you need to know my story. Here’s Part 1: I was born in 1987; I get told I’m still a baby a lot. My childhood memories aren’t the good ones that give you the warm fuzzy feeling. I remember a whole lot of anger, fear, and absent parenting. There were…
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